love for the 8th time

i cant let go of my 8th husband i love him dearly im born in the wrong month, i am sure thats my problem, (well so my mother told all my life)... I want this marriage to work, i live in perth australia, he lives in rawalpindi pakistan, he is sexi and younger than me LOL, his last visa got rejected... and its hard and very complicated, HE LIED alot.. we met on the internet and had a phone marriage (nikkah) nov 2007, i went to pakistan dec 2007 and came home late march 2008... LOTS of problems.. HOW tight should i hang on ??? dina hashmi